medical AWOL

Just left a message with the scheduler at my oncologists office. I had an appointment in March, I think it was, that I cancelled and didn't reschedule. And then I'm supposed to have a CBC every month or so, and well, it's been a few months. So, I'm owning up and need to get back on the stick. But if this is going to be chronic, monthly is just toooooo often. So we will address that when I see her again.

I've stopped pumping at work as of this week (not all of a sudden--I'd gone down from three times to one time over several weeks). Things are mostly ok. My boobs aren't too confused. But it takes a little bit of strength in the afternoon to avoid going to do it, which is odd. But I guess it's a habit like any other, plus I have to ignore the slight discomfort and know that my boobs won't actually blow up.